Sometimes it’s hard for me to understand why someone would want to take their own life
But in all honesty I feel the same way sometimes
Most people only see the mask I keep painted on my face
But that mask is only there so I can be accepted in this terrible place
I’m tired of hearing girls complain about their weight
But when you think about it, they complain because they honestly feel that way
Have you ever stopped to look at someone walking down the street
And think about what may be in their life and how they may struggle to eat?
Or maybe they have to walk their daughter down the aisle in a casket rather than a white dress
If there’s one thing I’ve learned
It’d be one thing I got right
This world is something dangerous
It’s always a constant fight
Just because you say it's true
Doesn't make you right
You always say you’re praying
When you’re just sleeping at night
Love has wasted
All the time we have to spend
Money can't buy happiness
As long as you still can bend
You never see it coming when
You're heart decides to break
The torture and the rough play
Has your heart placed on the stake
Sometimes you want to end it
Sometimes it's just too much
But honey it's just the world saying
It's ok to give up
But don't let them get
Procrastination is my enemy
Forever I'll wait
Until the last second beckons me
Procrastination is my friend
We seem to always agree
And I enjoy my time with him
I promised my self I'd start at eight
But it being 8:01,
Procrastination says it's much too late
I should really, honestly go
But since I'm late anyway
Procrastination and I will play
And I'll just do it tomorrow
Where the light touches the earth
On the border of imagination and reality
In the clouds on a bright summer’s day
That’s where you’ll find me
Between the lines
Within the substance of my tears
Deep in the confinements of my heart
That’s where you’ll know me
In my raw emotions
Within my smile
Deep into my eyes
That’s where you’ll love me
In my own wonderous utopia
That’s where you’ll find me most
That’s where you’ll know me most
That’s where you’ll hate me most
There’s one such a room
A room of gold and silver walls
I, undeserving of such place
And yet still my name it shouts and calls
My ignorance takes dominance
My judgment left behind
With only wonder, curiosity
The room, I chose to find
The room is a dark place
No promises made it kept
With only loud voices shouting
Whilst I only wept
Forever, it seems, I was in that room
Before I found the cure
But the cure, being intangible
How to obtain it, I wasn’t sure
There I stayed, in the room
Until light found its way
And so it saved me from my death
For my mistakes it paid
Up above where the night lights shine
Each small smile forms a one of a kind
All is calm in the midnight glimmer
Ablaze is the hope in the form of a shimmer
Up above where fire is absent
Celebration is forever and ever present
Just like none other, it continues on
Wonderous is the hope in the form of a song
Up above bound by a wooden shackle
Little few shed a tear, but most simply cackle
"It is finished" is said as the last breath
Done is hope in the form of death
Up above in the open air
Where angel's skin is proven fair
A reminder for all
There's light for when you fall
And always will be the One who cares
'Till the World Around Me Disappears by sawaahhh, literature
Literature
'Till the World Around Me Disappears
I find it hard to believe
This is my life right now
Knowing me, this will be
My question why and how
Loving blindly
Trusting easily
Hurting ‘round the clock
It’s my new full-time job
So I’m…
Giving up
Laying my things down
Sometimes I feel like
Locking myself inside
And crying, keep crying
Till the world around me disappears
Blood stained clothes
Tear filled eyes
Insecure, not childlike
Faith is crumbling ‘neath my feet
So I’m
Giving up
Laying my things down
Locking myself inside
And crying, keep crying
Till the world around me disappears
When suddenly it all makes sense
I’ll just ignore &lsq
My glitter is precious
My glitter is pure
My glitter can't define me
But it makes one thing sure
My glitter is one color
One color it shall stay
Until I find the perfect one
And I shall mix them on that day
My glitter is contained
In a clear porcelain container
It reflects light everywhere
In a wonderful, delicate manner
There it shall stay
There it shall shine
And in stormy weather
I'll try not to let it hide
Like a snowflake or a star
One thing is certain
My glitter will never be
Anything close to perfection
But day in and day out
My glitter shall shine
Shine brightly and beautifully
For what I'm proud to call mine
My glitter is prec
Sometimes it’s hard for me to understand why someone would want to take their own life
But in all honesty I feel the same way sometimes
Most people only see the mask I keep painted on my face
But that mask is only there so I can be accepted in this terrible place
I’m tired of hearing girls complain about their weight
But when you think about it, they complain because they honestly feel that way
Have you ever stopped to look at someone walking down the street
And think about what may be in their life and how they may struggle to eat?
Or maybe they have to walk their daughter down the aisle in a casket rather than a white dress
If there’s one thing I’ve learned
It’d be one thing I got right
This world is something dangerous
It’s always a constant fight
Just because you say it's true
Doesn't make you right
You always say you’re praying
When you’re just sleeping at night
Love has wasted
All the time we have to spend
Money can't buy happiness
As long as you still can bend
You never see it coming when
You're heart decides to break
The torture and the rough play
Has your heart placed on the stake
Sometimes you want to end it
Sometimes it's just too much
But honey it's just the world saying
It's ok to give up
But don't let them get
Procrastination is my enemy
Forever I'll wait
Until the last second beckons me
Procrastination is my friend
We seem to always agree
And I enjoy my time with him
I promised my self I'd start at eight
But it being 8:01,
Procrastination says it's much too late
I should really, honestly go
But since I'm late anyway
Procrastination and I will play
And I'll just do it tomorrow
Where the light touches the earth
On the border of imagination and reality
In the clouds on a bright summer’s day
That’s where you’ll find me
Between the lines
Within the substance of my tears
Deep in the confinements of my heart
That’s where you’ll know me
In my raw emotions
Within my smile
Deep into my eyes
That’s where you’ll love me
In my own wonderous utopia
That’s where you’ll find me most
That’s where you’ll know me most
That’s where you’ll hate me most
There’s one such a room
A room of gold and silver walls
I, undeserving of such place
And yet still my name it shouts and calls
My ignorance takes dominance
My judgment left behind
With only wonder, curiosity
The room, I chose to find
The room is a dark place
No promises made it kept
With only loud voices shouting
Whilst I only wept
Forever, it seems, I was in that room
Before I found the cure
But the cure, being intangible
How to obtain it, I wasn’t sure
There I stayed, in the room
Until light found its way
And so it saved me from my death
For my mistakes it paid
'Till the World Around Me Disappears by sawaahhh, literature
Literature
'Till the World Around Me Disappears
I find it hard to believe
This is my life right now
Knowing me, this will be
My question why and how
Loving blindly
Trusting easily
Hurting ‘round the clock
It’s my new full-time job
So I’m…
Giving up
Laying my things down
Sometimes I feel like
Locking myself inside
And crying, keep crying
Till the world around me disappears
Blood stained clothes
Tear filled eyes
Insecure, not childlike
Faith is crumbling ‘neath my feet
So I’m
Giving up
Laying my things down
Locking myself inside
And crying, keep crying
Till the world around me disappears
When suddenly it all makes sense
I’ll just ignore &lsq
My glitter is precious
My glitter is pure
My glitter can't define me
But it makes one thing sure
My glitter is one color
One color it shall stay
Until I find the perfect one
And I shall mix them on that day
My glitter is contained
In a clear porcelain container
It reflects light everywhere
In a wonderful, delicate manner
There it shall stay
There it shall shine
And in stormy weather
I'll try not to let it hide
Like a snowflake or a star
One thing is certain
My glitter will never be
Anything close to perfection
But day in and day out
My glitter shall shine
Shine brightly and beautifully
For what I'm proud to call mine
My glitter is prec
It's ironic how she lives her life
1 year ago she'd never think
It'd be anything like this
Her head is a very dark place
Behind her smile is
A world of pain
When she says 'I'm fine'
It's always a lie
She smiles on the outside
And everyone thinks she's fine
But she's dying on the inside
Slowly seeping to her outsides
One step from the edge
She's broken
Destroy what destroys you
She's falling apart and she
Can feel every piece the ground
And it's killing her
She's screaming but no one hears
So she buries all her secrets
In her skin
Her wounds cry out
For she cannot
She smiles on the outside
And everyone thinks she's fine
But she's dying
Reckless, little hearts by littlerecklessheart, literature
Literature
Reckless, little hearts
"Reckless, little hearts are meant to bleed,
fight against a treacherous ground under their feet",
I heard once from the wind.
I told myself it was kind of false,
and I could win with all these world's walls.
When the reality came crushing my expectations,
when I lost myself in all these poor excuses and limitations,
I started to believe in the wind's theory and stopped believe
the life full of happiness and glory can be even achieved.
Few dreams ago, the wind just said,
"don't you worry your little head,
the more you can lose, the more you can get".
Maybe I will believe. Does it make me naive?
I guess it's better not to know all the a
she runs and runs
trying to escape
she dodges and turns
desperate and weak
she runs and runs
with no motivation
she dodges and turns
but no help she will seek
she runs and runs
her breathes cutting short
she dodges and turns
she wont be beat
she runs and runs
as fast as she can
she dodges and turns
tripping over her feet
she runs and runs
til the day that she dies
she dodges and turns
wont stop or cease
she runs and runs
and no one will care
she dodges and turns
and nobody sees
i love you.
i love our fights and arguments,
the way you would always get mad
i love our jokes and pranks,
you were always the funniest
i love our messes and craziness,
you always made life an adventure
i love our weird conversations,
the random topics always caught me off guard
i love our laughing for no reason,
the way your whole face lit up
i love our eternal rivalry,
how you try to make me miserable
i love our strength and trust,
you're always there to make me smile
i love our obnoxious misbehavings,
how you were always the wildest
and now that your gone for good,
i wonder if its too late to say,
i love all of our memor
The clock runs down
I can't hold you forever
Time trickles by
An hourglass to never
It's glued on a table
And can't be turned
The trolley goes by
I'm not sure what I heard
It's sometimes undistinguished
Things slip through the cracks
Sand waves on the floor
The house is shattered glass
I cannot retain
Each detail and memory
-So instead I keep them
In my (a?) secret journal entries
(entry?)-
So instead I store them
In locked journal entries
I don't know where
To -go- travel from here
While living life is all I fear
My fate is already sealed in stone
I feel every tremor deep in bone
Skeleton keys rattle midair
Misses s