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The Society of 2013
Sometimes it’s hard for me to understand why someone would want to take their own life
But in all honesty I feel the same way sometimes
Most people only see the mask I keep painted on my face
But that mask is only there so I can be accepted in this terrible place
I’m tired of hearing girls complain about their weight
But when you think about it, they complain because they honestly feel that way
Have you ever stopped to look at someone walking down the street
And think about what may be in their life and how they may struggle to eat?
Or maybe they have to walk their daughter down the aisle in a casket rather than a white dress
Because some idiot took their heart right out of their chest
What if you saw a young girl with a child about one?
You’d think of them as a whore, but that’s not what’s going on
You look at someone different, and automatically reject them when they speak to you
But you’re just as different to them as they are to you
Judging peopl
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Literature
Thrown to the Wind
If there’s one thing I’ve learned
It’d be one thing I got right
This world is something dangerous
It’s always a constant fight
Just because you say it's true
Doesn't make you right
You always say you’re praying
When you’re just sleeping at night
Love has wasted
All the time we have to spend
Money can't buy happiness
As long as you still can bend
You never see it coming when
You're heart decides to break
The torture and the rough play
Has your heart placed on the stake
Sometimes you want to end it
Sometimes it's just too much
But honey it's just the world saying
It's ok to give up
But don't let them get you down
You will one day finally be found
You know who you are inside
Don't give up or you'll surly die
Just keep moving when you can
They'll keep falling the more you stand
You may be thrown to the wind
But you'll never be lost for good
As long as I'm searching for you
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh (x2)
Love, it's okay to be worried
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Literature
Procrastination
Procrastination is my enemy
Forever I'll wait
Until the last second beckons me
Procrastination is my friend
We seem to always agree
And I enjoy my time with him
I promised my self I'd start at eight
But it being 8:01,
Procrastination says it's much too late
I should really, honestly go
But since I'm late anyway
Procrastination and I will play
And I'll just do it tomorrow
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Literature
Utopia
Where the light touches the earth
On the border of imagination and reality
In the clouds on a bright summer’s day
That’s where you’ll find me
Between the lines
Within the substance of my tears
Deep in the confinements of my heart
That’s where you’ll know me
In my raw emotions
Within my smile
Deep into my eyes
That’s where you’ll love me
In my own wonderous utopia
That’s where you’ll find me most
That’s where you’ll know me most
That’s where you’ll hate me most
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Literature
The Room
There’s one such a room
A room of gold and silver walls
I, undeserving of such place
And yet still my name it shouts and calls
My ignorance takes dominance
My judgment left behind
With only wonder, curiosity
The room, I chose to find
The room is a dark place
No promises made it kept
With only loud voices shouting
Whilst I only wept
Forever, it seems, I was in that room
Before I found the cure
But the cure, being intangible
How to obtain it, I wasn’t sure
There I stayed, in the room
Until light found its way
And so it saved me from my death
For my mistakes it paid
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Literature
Hope
Up above where the night lights shine
Each small smile forms a one of a kind
All is calm in the midnight glimmer
Ablaze is the hope in the form of a shimmer
Up above where fire is absent
Celebration is forever and ever present
Just like none other, it continues on
Wonderous is the hope in the form of a song
Up above bound by a wooden shackle
Little few shed a tear, but most simply cackle
"It is finished" is said as the last breath
Done is hope in the form of death
Up above in the open air
Where angel's skin is proven fair
A reminder for all
There's light for when you fall
And always will be the One who cares
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Literature
'Till the World Around Me Disappears
I find it hard to believe
This is my life right now
Knowing me, this will be
My question why and how
Loving blindly
Trusting easily
Hurting ‘round the clock
It’s my new full-time job
So I’m…
Giving up
Laying my things down
Sometimes I feel like
Locking myself inside
And crying, keep crying
Till the world around me disappears
Blood stained clothes
Tear filled eyes
Insecure, not childlike
Faith is crumbling ‘neath my feet
So I’m
Giving up
Laying my things down
Locking myself inside
And crying, keep crying
Till the world around me disappears
When suddenly it all makes sense
I’ll just ignore ‘em all and keep my pride
I’ll never love again blind
I’ll never leave my faith up to a chance
And so I know
I know what I must do
I must be strong
Be strong enough to
Run across the front lines
Accept my life as mine
Seal my heart
Restart
Seal my heart
Start all over again
So I’m…
Relearning
Breathing ever so steadily
I’m
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Literature
Glitter
My glitter is precious
My glitter is pure
My glitter can't define me
But it makes one thing sure
My glitter is one color
One color it shall stay
Until I find the perfect one
And I shall mix them on that day
My glitter is contained
In a clear porcelain container
It reflects light everywhere
In a wonderful, delicate manner
There it shall stay
There it shall shine
And in stormy weather
I'll try not to let it hide
Like a snowflake or a star
One thing is certain
My glitter will never be
Anything close to perfection
But day in and day out
My glitter shall shine
Shine brightly and beautifully
For what I'm proud to call mine
My glitter is precious
My glitter is pure
My glitter is protected
That I can be sure
My glitter is one color
My glitter is unique
My glitter is everything
Beautiful inside me
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Literature
Destroy What Destroys You
It's ironic how she lives her life
1 year ago she'd never think
It'd be anything like this
Her head is a very dark place
Behind her smile is
A world of pain
When she says 'I'm fine'
It's always a lie
She smiles on the outside
And everyone thinks she's fine
But she's dying on the inside
Slowly seeping to her outsides
One step from the edge
She's broken
Destroy what destroys you
She's falling apart and she
Can feel every piece the ground
And it's killing her
She's screaming but no one hears
So she buries all her secrets
In her skin
Her wounds cry out
For she cannot
She smiles on the outside
And everyone thinks she's fine
But she's dying on the inside
Slowly seeping to her outsides
One step from the edge
She's broken
Destroy what destroys you
Alive or just breathing?
Need to be told its ok
Nothing to hold on to
Just tired of life
Can't be happy with who she is
Cuz she doesn't know
Who she is anymore
She smiles on the outside
And everyone thinks she's fine
But she's dying on the inside
Slo
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Literature
For Once
I feel denied
Feel out-casted
Feel despised
For once I’d like to feel accepted
Feel popular
Feel liked
I feel depressed
Feel insatiable
Feel unfinished
For once I’d like to feel joy
Feel satisfied
Feel fulfilled
I feel frustrated
Feel confused
Feel unwanted
For once I’d like to feel understood
Feel clarity
Feel belonged
I feel despicable
Feel horrid
Feel resentful
For once I’d like to feel pretty
Feel beautiful
Feel envied
I feel afraid
Feel hesitant
Feel unsure
For once I’d like to feel fearless
Feel brave
Feel confident
I feel vulnerable
Feel shy
Feel insufficient
For once I’d like to feel secure
Feel confident
Feel enough
I feel empty
Feel alone
Feel dead
For once I’d like to feel loved
Feel someone
Feel a heartbeat
I feel torn
Feel broken
Feel betrayed
For once I’d like to feel together
Feel my heart in one piece
Feel trust
For once I’d like to feel myself
Feel accepted
Feel joy
Feel understood
Feel pretty
Feel fearless
Feel sec
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The Best Thing I Never Really Had
Once upon a time
I met you in disguise
And to my surprise, you loved me for who I am
Not for what society makes me
But for the person in my soul
And because I loved you too, I said goodbye
And now all those tears I cry
Are drops of memories
'Cause I miss those nights you stayed up with me
When I couldn't sleep
I miss the times we had
I'd give anything to have you back
But I screwed up once again
And lost the best thing I never really had
Remember that night
There was lightning in the clouds
I was scared but you said you'd always be there for me
Now cry silently
Whenever there's a storm
Not because I'm scared, but because I miss you
And now all those tears I cry
Are drops of memories
'Cause I miss those nights you stayed up with me
When I couldn't sleep
I miss the times we had
I'd give anything to have you back
But I screwed up once again
And lost the best thing I never really had
Can we just go back to those nights
Stop this seemingly endless fight
'Cause I can't believe you're not wit
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Literature
Enough Is Enough
Enough Is Enough
By S.N. Alvarez
Love is something
Everyone should have
But do we use it correctly?
Do we choose the right paths?
I've got one or two issues
Set firmly on my heart
One is how the world
Is tearing itself apart
Because we're all in pieces
Thinking nobody cares
When the reality is
We think about our own affairs
If we would all sit down
And talk to one another
Heart to heart moments
Brother to brother
But we're all too selfish
To take any time
To mend each others hearts
Get rid of the grime
We don't talk to each other
We don't talk to God
We live in a world
Where everyone's a not
You think you're alone
So you hurt other people
Are you kidding me?
How do you think it makes them feel?
You go around
Tearing everyone down
Then you laugh about it
Like you're the class clown
But you do more than that
You walk away
From what's offered to you
Day to day
You walk away from Jesus
You walk away from God
You think it's right
I'm here to say it's not
You break God's heart
From doing num
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Literature
Define Beauty
Define Beauty
By S.N. Alvarez
Tall
Short
Big
Small
Able
Crippled
Young
Old
Black
White
Smart
Dumb
Social
Reclusive
Blonde
Brunette
Redhead
Bald
Loud
Quiet
Popular
Misfit
Mature
Juvenile
Rich
Poor
Can you really define beauty?
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Reckless, little hearts
"Reckless, little hearts are meant to bleed,
fight against a treacherous ground under their feet",
I heard once from the wind.
I told myself it was kind of false,
and I could win with all these world's walls.
When the reality came crushing my expectations,
when I lost myself in all these poor excuses and limitations,
I started to believe in the wind's  theory and stopped believe
the life full of happiness and glory can be even achieved.
Few dreams ago,  the wind just said,
"don't you worry your little head,
the more you can lose, the more you can get".
Maybe I will believe. Does it make me naive?
I  guess it's better not to know all the answers.
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she runs
she runs and runs
trying to escape
she dodges and turns
desperate and weak
she runs and runs
with no motivation
she dodges and turns
but no help she will seek
she runs and runs
her breathes cutting short
she dodges and turns
she wont be beat
she runs and runs
as fast as she can
she dodges and turns
tripping over her feet
she runs and runs
til the day that she dies
she dodges and turns
wont stop or cease
she runs and runs
and no one will care
she dodges and turns
and nobody sees
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i love you
i love you.
i love our fights and arguments,
the way you would always get mad
i love our jokes and pranks,
you were always the funniest
i love our messes and craziness,
you always made life an adventure
i love our weird conversations,
the random topics always caught me off guard
i love our laughing for no reason,
the way your whole face lit up
i love our eternal rivalry,
how you try to make me miserable
i love our strength and trust,
you're always there to make me smile
i love our obnoxious misbehavings,
how you were always the wildest
and now that your gone for good,
i wonder if its too late to say,
i love all of our memories,
but i love YOU most of all
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Butterfly
Ooh, oh oh, ooh
Ooh, oh oh, ooh
Ooh, oh oh, ooh
Ooh, oh oh, ooh
{Continues on through first verse but softly}
Verse One
Feeling, locked up inside this cage
Feeling as, if there is no escape
Feeling like I'm, drying inside
Feeling as if, I'm just trying to survive
Feeling like I'm, livin' my, last days
{Oohs stop}
And I just, wanna break away
Pre-Chorus
Break away_____, break a-way____
Break away_____, break a-way____
Chorus
I just wanna be so free like a, butterfly
Flying way up high in the, sky
So free from it all
Never worrying 'bout the fall
Oh-oh, oh, ooh
And I just, wanna be free
And to be my own me
I just wanna be like a, butterfly
So free_____ he-he
So, free he-he
Verse Two
Oh what a joy it would be
If I could only get to see
The world beyond the metal bars
And not just the speeding cars
Or the slowly changing days
And I just wanna, break away
Pre-Chorus
Break away_____, break a-way____
Break away_____, break a-way____
Chorus
I just wanna be so free like a, butterfly
Flying way
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Trolley Car Cable
The clock runs down
I can't hold you forever
Time trickles by
An hourglass to never
It's glued on a table
And can't be turned
The trolley goes by
I'm not sure what I heard
It's sometimes undistinguished
Things slip through the cracks
Sand waves on the floor
The house is shattered glass
I cannot retain
Each detail and memory
-So instead I keep them
In my (a?) secret journal entries
(entry?)-
So instead I store them
In locked journal entries
I don't know where
To -go- travel from here
While living life is all I fear
My fate is already sealed in stone
I feel every tremor deep in bone
Skeleton keys rattle midair
Misses skim skin by a hair
Death is just another part to life
I see no reason for struggle and strife
So I'll run until I can't run anymore
Just keep moving, -and- feet pounding the floor
The trolley car cable follows behind
A bell sounds and I know this time is mine.
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littlerecklessheart Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2013
Thank you for the fav. :)
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no prob!!!! xx
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feeshfeesh Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2012
thank you for the watch :3
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ChrisTopham Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the watch :)
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